My reply to their offer

Hi, Mr/Ms Li Meng,
Thank you so much for you email. I really hope that your company can understand my situation and help me as much as you can. I wrote a blog about the whole thing that happened and the link is below. http://lavenderziyilombok.blogspot.com/- of course I'll be going to update it accordingly. For example, I would like to note your goodwill and so on. I fully understand it was my mistake right from the beginning. I should check my passport before flying. But I hope you will be considerate to my efforts, and recognize that my mum is under treatment. http://lavenderziyimama.blogspot.com/ I hope and believe your company will try your best to help me. May I ask one question? Am I allowed to fly to somewhere else if, I can pay the difference? – Because, it is quite difficult for me to find somebody to travel with to this small island. I've already put an notice on different websites. Hopefully I'll get a reply soon. Your kind consideration will be highly appreciated.
Thanks & Regards
Jenny